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Crazymad, For Me

Artist: Cmat

Release: 2023-10-20

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California
A new game scrapping my life
It was you out back with a butter knife
Who took my parts, buried 'em with the dog
Not great, but what did I think
That a bouncy castle Catholic could give to me
But a little wine and God?



So I'm working on a wreckage

With nothing there to salvage

Oh, I'm just taking photos

For my book about the damage and

Some have called me cheap

But it's not that fucking deep

Like, what's left for me but poetry

And getting really old?



I'm heading to California

Don't say I didn't warn you

I'm milking what I can from this grief

I'm heading to California

Don't say I didn't warn you

I'm writing for the peace you wouldn't leave



A cold call to get me out

Of your big boys' starving artist's house

But you drove me there and opened up the doors

Now I trade in English, dear

My nanny's nanny's nanny's fears

Are living here along with all of yours, oh, yeah



Whinging like a woman is

Hedging on what's coming

'Cause everybody likes me

When my pain is in a sonnet

And you can call me cheap

But you did this shit to me

Made me brilliant, you fucked me up

And I'm reaping what you've sown



I'm heading to California

Don't say I didn't warn you

I'm milking what I can from this grief

I'm heading to California

Don't say I didn't warn you

I'm writing for the peace you wouldn't leave



I'm heading to California

Don't say I didn't warn you

I'm finishing the hat like we agreed

I'm heading to California

I wonder, is it torture

Harvesting all this misery?



California, oh-woah

California, oh-woah

California, oh-woah (I'm writing up a book about us)

California, oh-woah (They're gonna make a movie of it)

California, oh-woah (They're gonna cast Jake Gyllenhaal)

California, oh-woah (And I'm Kristen Schaal)

California, oh-woah (They're gonna do it with a Coen brother)

California, oh-woah (Set it in Wicklow with your mother)

California, oh-woah (Oh no, it won a Razzie)

California, oh-woah (It's all for nothing, should've just tried being happy)
Phone Me
I give my sleep, hair's off my head
Fillet of a 7Up
Need to raise Cassandra from the dead
I'm godless, but I got a hunch
A weird drink in the fridge, a late night in the gym

We'll probably get in and not even see each other

New word that you use, a faint scuff of the shoes

It's not much, but I know, then you say

"Cass, you're a liar and worse

The kind of woman who hurts

Just stick it in and quit the questioning"

Aw, how can I figure it out?

Becky Vardy's account

I went for dinner with her yesterday



Phone me, baby, phone me

I'm crazy, but I'm never wrong

Phone mе, baby, phone me

Does my affliction turn you on?



Shе finds no proof, I feel so weak

Uh, because I couldn't do

Every little thing you asked of me

Like every girl before me too



Another drink in the fridge, really late nights in the gym

We'll probably get in and not even see each other

Another word that you use, a big scuff on the shoes

It's not much but I know, I know

Aw, I bet you'd buy me a horse

Made of wood, and of course

I'd know what's up and keep it anyways

Oh, I wish that I was the man

I could know who I am

Have control again and better days



Phone me, baby, phone me

I'm crazy, but I'm never wrong

Phone me, baby, phone me

Does my affliction turn you on?

Phone me, baby, phone me

I'm crazy, but I'm never wrong

Phone me, baby, phone me

Does my affliction turn you on?



Turn you on
Vincent Kompany
She's got a wicked way of getting what she wants from me
Involving personality tests she sends to mine
She's always checking up, asking if my jeans fit comfortably
And letting me know she remembers all our time
She's got a wicked way of acting like St. Anthony
I've lost so much I hope that she's not keeping tabs

I've tried to leave her, but she keeps on coming after me

And I'll need her there when things go really bad



I was crazy back then

And I'm crazy right now

And they're both in my bed



I've got a wicked way of hating my own company

She's not too bad, but got me in trouble way back when

Watch sixteen hours straight of the Gilmore Girls quite comfortably

I was crazy back then

Cut all my hair off trying to look like Vincent Kompany

Tied it together so I could tape it to the wall

And posted pictures hoping my friends would fall in love with me

I'm not crazy at all



Bit of shame, bit of arrogance to put ourselves down

Bit of Catherine of Aragon the way she sticks around

But she don't lose her head over nothin'



I'm rushing past someone so fast that's waited patiently

Every morning in the bathroom at my feet

I recognise her from a list of scary anecdotes

And a picture that you said was of me
Such A Miranda
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Rent
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Where Are Your Kids Tonight?
Parties
I used to love to party in the old days
Heartbeat
I used to have one of them too
Now I find I've picked up problems
From loves of mine who swear they ain't got 'em

Everything fun falls apart and leaves me here



Mourning

No one at this party knows I'm mourning

Nineteen

Or anyone that wasn't self aware

I walk to fill my glass with ice

And I watch myself from an aerial height

Everything fun falls apart and leaves me here



Licking my lips and doing crimes

It was over in a minute by quartеr to nine

Where еverything lost was gained in time

But where are your kids tonight?

Shaking my hips and cutting lines

Feels a little passé now, shoulda cherished my wine and

All of those friends who I thought were fine

Oh, where are your kids tonight?

Where are your kids tonight?



Lonely

I didn't know good choices make you lonely

And bad ones

Bad ones only make you disappear

I think it's time I choose the latter

'Cause nothing lasts, so nothing matters

Everything good falls apart and leaves me here



Licking my lips and doing crimes

It was over in a minute by quarter to nine

Where everything lost was gained in time

But where are your kids tonight?

Shaking my hips and cutting lines

Feels a little passé now, shoulda cherished my wine and

All of those friends who I thought were fine

Oh, where are your kids tonight?

Where are your kids tonight?



I can feel it slip away

That last sweet shred of stupidness

My mommy's old mistakes

Are losing their elusiveness

It's 1988

I can see her

I can hear her

Singing



Licking my lips and doing crimes

It was over in a minute by quarter to nine

Where everything lost was gained in time

But where are your kids tonight?

Shaking my hips and cutting lines

Feels a little passé now, shoulda cherished my wine and

All of those friends who I thought were fine

Oh, where are your kids tonight?

Where are your kids tonight?



Where are your kids tonight?

Where are your kids tonight?

Oh, where are your kids tonight?

Where are your kids tonight?

Oh, where are your kids tonight?

Where are your kids tonight?

Oh, where are your kids tonight?

Where are your kids tonight?
Can't Make Up My Mind
My "gone fishing" alibi
You won't see me 'til Wednesday
But I'm fine
No, really, I'm fine
Like a teenage Frankenstein
My head's a mess but from the neck down

I'm fine

I'm actually fine



You say I'm too dependent, what did you expect

An independent lady with a plethora of friends?

You found me in the gutter, the best that you could find

Excuse me if I'm difficult, I can't make up my mind



I'm your hunky dory, I miss you all the time

I'm busy and I can't make up my mind

And I've the constitution of lemon and lime

I'm fizzy and I can't make up my mind



Ooh, yeah-yeah, woo



Step right up and see the girls

The penny arcade's calling me

I'm cool

No, really, I'm cool

I get distracted, you pissed off

Funny, 'cause thought that you

Were cool

Are ya really that cool?



I'm a lighthouse keeper, I break the bulb for fun

I never see the pain I cause, I've never seen the sun

But you love the attention that I give to you

I'm sorry, you're responsible that I can't make up my mind



I'm your hunky dory, I miss you all the time

I'm busy and I can't make up my mind

And I've the constitution of lemon and lime

I'm fizzy and I can't make up my—



I want you

I think I do

It's hard to know

My mind just goes

Off on my phone

See what comes next

Push the middle button, keep it coming

I'll be forty-seven with no luck



I'm your hunky dory, I miss you all the time

I'm busy and I can't make up my mind

And I've the constitution of lemon and lime

I'm fizzy and I can't make up my mind



Overboard and swimming, throw this klutz a line

I'm dizzy and I can't make up my mind

And I'm the queen of England drinking baby's wine

I'm Lizzy and I can't make up my

Can't make up my

Can't make up my

Can't make up my mind, yeah
Whatever's Inconvenient
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I... Hate Who I Am When I'm Horny
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Torn Apart
Smoke on the patio, just watching videos
Can't pay attention, I can see what's happening
Can't find the recipe for who we used to be
Kiss like you mean it in the pub, come back to me
But I think your heart is gone, I guess I'm never wrong
I made a joke of it our first week



See, I warned you

We weren't going to

Be torn apart in any other way

Torn apart in any other way



Knew you were bad for me, fulfilled a prophecy

That I created 'cause I wanted some attention

But you bought takеaways and gave me bettеr days

I'm watching friends like, "Oh my God, what have I done?"

Wish you were part of me, 'cause I need a family

But here I am again on square one



See, I warned you

We weren't going to

Be torn apart in any other way

Torn apart in any other way



It's no use, I'm too much

And you're nothing to me but a rusted crutch-utch-utch

No wrapped in dressing gowns, no, curled up on your couch

It started ending on our first week



See, I warned you

We weren't going to

Be torn apart in any other way

Torn apart in any other way

See, I warned you

That we weren't going to

Be torn apart in any other way

Torn apart in any other way
Stay For Something
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Have Fun!
One hundred bright green birds atop a Tesco in Clapham
Me on you, it didn't make sense, but it happened
Now I'm flying home just like I always do
Back to business and far away from you
Oh, what are we like?

You cracked an egg into my mouth, had me over to your house

Fucked your friends and fucked me out

Oh, what am I like?

I waited time and time again, always pecking like a hen

That isn't fed, that isn't fed



So have fun, ooh, have fun

Ooh, have fun, ooh, have fun

'Cause I'm done, I-I'm done, I-I'm done



Five hundrеd and ten quid before bills out my pursе

Dublin back then was cheap, but it's never been worse

I gave you all I had 'cause I believed in nests

Huh, silly bitch, woo

You shoulda spent it on yourself



But that's what I'm like

I stick my neck right out for love

Give my beak and give my blood

Only part of me, that's good

Oh, what are you like?

You did me wrong and lost out

I'd wonder what you're up to now

But I don't care, I don't care



So have fun, ooh, have fun

Ooh, have fun, ooh, have fun

'Cause I'm done, I-I'm done, I-I'm done





One hundred bright green birds

One hundred bright green birds

I think Jimi Hendrix, let him in

I think Humphrey Bogart, let him in

I think, I don't care who, let 'em in

I think, I don't care, I don't care
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